I am fab ..fabulous not fabricated

5:30 AM .. the buzzer is shrilling, reluctant, I tear myself out of the cozy confines, start of another week, monday blues never seem to end till the whiff of fresh coffee hits the nostrils, Gorgeous day !:) I peek out in the balcony, still dark and quiet, I breathe ... Thank you!... everyone. The prayer is small ...

So many things to do, I never get a minute of calm, yet I have the time to talk to friends, laugh, observe, the small garden, can recognize every flower every leaf, watch them grow and die ...i breathe ... I am still alive !.

Absolutely hate the coffee shop around the corner.. its scrumptious , a battle everyday not to give in to the apple pie, calorie conscious, Hate it ... inhale deeply the intoxication ..

Want the fur, the boots, and everyhting i don't have, laugh at the futility, concoct, the adaptation of the "dream" and determined to endeavour .. as long as i live ...

I am selfish, everyday and everything runs around my life ...

Am a loner , life of the party, and everything you would ever want :).. but cannot have .. :)


There is a lot to me , things i cannot tell things i would not tell but how much time do you have anyways ? If lots then something is wrong, there is too much to do!! Dont oblige me with this precious gift , I seldom return in this regard.... I have no "reason " why should anyone read " about me" right now .... tedious contemplations and severe perseverance required ... right now NONE !

Change is inevitable , except , where u really want it -- Anger and Helplessness --Sometimes, I Change everyhting possible, with no cognition. Unpredictable repercussions ... Something that I should Change, AWARE ...atleast ..